Regrets....

I miss Joy so much! Beyond words. I want her back so badly. I wish I had spent more time with her. I thought I had more time...I had so many plans for us during the summer. We were going to spend the whole summer together, exploring trails everywhere...But, that wasn't possible.
    I often think I have my family for much longer. Our life though, is like a 'vapor'. We don't know when we will die. I could lose them anytime. In a car accident, a farming accident, there are many things that could take a sibling or parent in a heartbeat. The risks are high. If something does happen, I will wish I had spent more time with the member. I will wish I had been kinder to them. I need to enjoy them and love them while I do have them. Enjoy them now. Don't wait!